Tick tock tick tock

I'm truly at a loss for words. We are STILL in a waiting game. We were supposed to hear back regarding the Denver position today but now we have to wait until FRIDAY. This is putting me on edge...like I'm not already there. The past few weeks have really been trying for me (and Bill). I'm not a patient person...really and these weeks that have passed without answers have driven me insane and it seems to want to go on for a bit longer. I'm trying to keep my head up and spirits high but considering my current physical state (pregnant), I'm having a hard time of keeping my emotions intact every day. I know that Heavenly Father is in control but being that I'm human, I'm constantly questioning why I'm going through this trial at this exact moment. I mean...I'm about to give birth and am impatient on that as it is and now all of this job drama. I feel like I'm at my wits end each day and yet, I am still alive and somewhat sane. None of this makes sense, I'm sure but I'm feeling like I need to let it out on the computer because I'm tired of crying in real life. Please pray this all gets resolved...soon...for my sanity (and Bill's).

I'm off to go cry again. I'll be done with my pity party soon...I hope ;)