or lack thereof. I've found that throughout my life, I go through different "waves" when it comes to patience. Some waves are times when I can't believe the abundance of patience I have. I feel as if anything can happen and I can tolerate it. The kids can be turds and I can handle it. I am forced to wait something out and I deal with it in stride. Let me state for the record, this IS NOT one of those waves. I am in a "I have to know what is going on about everything RIGHT NOW" stage and my patience with life is extremely limited. I know that Heavenly Father is testing me right now and I'm failing miserably. I'm trying. I swear I am but failing nonetheless. I feel like I HAVE to know what is going on with Bill's job searches right this second but we won't have final confirmation of where we are headed until April 24th. I want to have this baby RIGHT NOW but know I can't until she's ready. I want my kids to BEHAVE but that ain't happening. I want things to happen RIGHT NOW but NOTHING seems to be going my way. Sigh. Maybe I'm just a selfish person? I like to think that isn't the case but right now, not much makes sense.
I'm rambling. My pregnant brain has hit it's wall...again. I'll stop while I'm behind. ;) Ha.
Hope you are all having a wonderful Monday.
I'm rambling. My pregnant brain has hit it's wall...again. I'll stop while I'm behind. ;) Ha.
Hope you are all having a wonderful Monday.
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You think you are impatient? I guarantee I'm just as bad, maybe even worse. I would like to know what's going to happen once Joel is done with school; is he going to get a new job? Is he going to start his own business? Are we going to move somewhere different?
Hang in there. Maybe you need to do something to try to get all of this off your mind. Although, if I were in the same situation, there wouldn't be much that could distract me either. Good luck.
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